Monday, July 18, 2011

Cancer sucks!

So my external radiation treatment continues. I have done four weeks and I have three to go. I'm really beginning to feel the effects now. I'm tired all the time (hence the lack of blog updates) and I have lost the hair from the back of my head but still have hair on top! Quite a sight I can tell you.

Eating and drinking remain a challenge as I have blisters all down the inside of my throat and I have thrush in my mouth. I was carted off to the ER last week because I was dehydrated so I am working very hard on drinking.

We as a family are doing ok. I have started to read chapter books to Eoin as a way to spend more time with him as running around is not going to be happening for a while. I think this might be the first week where I don't make date night out but I'm hoping Andy and I can snuggle and watch a movie - maybe the new Torchwood. Our friends and family continue to support us amazingly.

Tuesday is my day of the week to see the doctors so I'm hoping tomorrow I will be able to ask for some pain meds so that I can try and eat. The radiation gives you an awful taste in your mouth almost like you have been sucking on a penny so that along with my taste buds being radiated makes food taste downright weird!

With all your support and prayers though I continue to smile and keep going through this journey. Please do keep praying for me and us as a family too please. It means so much to us to know that you are sending us your strength and prayers.


3 comments:

  1. Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers. Cancer does suck. It has hit my family hard the past 2 years.

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  2. Saran, your life has a lot of sucky components right now. I've never met you in person but you exude kindness, caring and joy. Snuggle your husband and boy extra. I hope that your doctor consult brings you some solid ideas for relief from the symptoms. I don't think anyone should have to go through what you are, but especially such a nice person like yourself. Now does anyone know a chef that would know what foods would counter act or complement a copper taste? http://www.caregiverslibrary.org/Default.aspx?tabid=294 I found some suggestions here.

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  3. Like Lisa, we've never met but are friends via blogs and our adoption connection. Our family is thinking of you and yours. We know you'll feel better soon!

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